wake up your idea. look around you. actually LOOK and bother to put in effort.im fcking unhappy. cant you tell? someday soon i'll slap you guys awake. what for pretend im happy when im not? the least i do is stay true to myself. boo you, suckers.

we lost to MJC. didnt qualify for the semis. out of sight, out of mind my dear floorball. i cant be any happier.

i just received an sms that makes me wanna cry. makes me wanna die.

ffffffffffffuck.

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brief summary (yesterday): went to nat comp in time for prize giving, haixing won 3 champions because they send 18 YEAR OLDS. utter disgrace please. get on with your life. my juniors are the true winners. i hope they are okay.

na dined with jiayi and hongwei after nat comp. we had dinner at some thai place. we're not our usual high. but still 'bunch of cells' and 'recognized' and all the same-frequency jokes made me happy enough. evadne/amer/sinee/mich came over for soccer! we sat on my bed and chatted for hours. scenerio tests and all, they make me feel at home, comfy friends! we were late for school the next day, the half-day didnt benefit me. damn.

zidane did no wrong. he is never wrong. the whole world mourns because france lost.. i insist. haha.

yepp i still have PW and HMWK from last week. ill stay up with coffee tonight. we slept 2 hours last night only!

and to my dearest ugly bridesmaid tan huishuang: happy 17th birthday <33 your one of the best friends id ever have in life!